Today I am 30! And I actually think I am okay with it. Not that I have a choice, but I am doing better with it than I thought I would. It's just a number, right?!
Let me back up first and write about yesterday. Yesterday was Libby's last day of preschool, so they met at the park to celebrate. Libby has had so much fun this year in preschool and has made some great friends. She talks about them all the time. She is already and I know will be a sincere and genuine friend. And she has really grown so much the past year. Her teacher even mentioned that--just about her just opening up and also how she has grown "academically." At the park the kids played and we all shared snacks that we had brought. They each got a certificate and Laura had made them each an album. It was a lot of work! It had pictures of them throughout the year. Libby just treasures her and has looked at it so many times already. She will be so sad not to have preschool all summer!



When Brian got home we ate dinner then headed out. We had family home evening on wheels and met my parents at Sprinkles. I've been so excited for them to open, so when they finally did right around my birthday, we thought it was good timing. It was a long drive just for a cupcake, but it was still fun. Eliza didn't like any of the cupcakes she tried...Libby ate ALL of hers which is a little strange since she can be very picky about what sweets she eats. Ellie--well...just look at the picture and decide for yourself. I think everyone else enjoyed theirs. I had the red velvet one and it was really good and moist. I also tried the carrot and dark chocolate, which was SOOOO sweet. I don't think I've ever found a dessert that is TOO sweet, but this one might take the (cup)cake. So for the expense and distance, I'm not sure it is worth it, but the experience and memory was for sure! On the way home we stopped by my parents' house and they gave me a gift--a gift card to Bath and Body. There are lots of new fun things there that I have had my eye on! I am excited.




Last night was really rough with our girls! Eliza and Libby were so so difficult. I was in tears. They were just not listening and Eliza was being disrespectful. Finally....they fell asleep--Libby was close to 11:30. I wish I knew why she has such a hard time sleeping. Anyone got any tricks! Maybe she doesn't need lots of sleep, who knows.
This morning I woke up to Eliza bringing me breakfast in bed again--a repeat of Mother's Day--toast and water. Later after I was up, Libby wanted to make me breakfast, too, so she had Brian make me oatmeal and had me get back in bed so she could give it to me. Yum. Brian gave me a nice card and a Wicked CD and in the card he said we will be making a quick trip to see
Wicked. He was planning for the 31st, but we will probably postpone it since we are going to be gone in June for a few days for Havasupai. Brian stayed home this morning so I was able to get ready, then I took Ellie and Libby with me to Karolyn's. She arranged for a little friends' luncheon for myself and another friend whose birthday it is today, too (did that make sense?). It was a fun time being together and celebrating our birthdays. The food was delish! We had Cafe Rio pork with all the fixins. Monique made a yummy strawberry dessert. I am grateful for my friends and for the sweet things some of them got me. Thanks friends!
After the lunch we came home and Brian went on to work for a little bit. We entertained ourselves until time to pick up Eliza from school. Eliza's friend ended up coming over for a little play day. We painted nails and that took most of the time it seems. When Brian got home I raced out the door and went to a song practice. First he was able to give me an ice cream cake that he had ordered from a custard place by his work. And he gave me a gift card so I could get some new clothes. Can't wait to go shopping! The young men and women have been asked to sing at Ben's funeral on Friday, so we had that practice. Probably around 150 youth showed up to sing. It was an awesome site. The song sounds so amazing. Talk about chills and tears!! Eliza even leaned over to me and said, "Do you feel that?" as she was wiping her eyes. It is going to be amazing to witness on Friday. After that was over, Eliza and I went to Sonic so I could get her some dinner since she was going to stay for volleyball. I was so hungry, but I decided to not get anything. When I got to the church, Rachel texted me to make sure I look in the fridge at church. So I looked in there before our games started and there was a Paradise Bakery bag with a summer berry salad inside. I was so touched. Then I read the note, "I thought you might be hungry." That's when I got teary! She knew that I was going to be at the church a while--first with the song practice then with volleyball. It sure meant a lot to me.
I ate half before starting play.
Volleyball went well--we only had 4 again, but we won all our games! It was fun. 30 was good to me today! Eliza had fun watching and would give me the thumbs up every so often. Near the end of our last game, Eliza and Kari's son Tanner had a poster that had a candy-gram on it. It was from my laurels--specifically Alex, Kayleen and Cami. It was so sweet.

Then we walked out to the car and it was all decked out with streamers, balloons, and messages written on the windows. Eliza was so excited and thought it was so funny! She had to call my parents and Brian and tell them all about it! It was such a thoughtful gesture.
Tonight Brian and I finally got to enjoy some time together--we are watching Idol and had some cake. It was good!!